Inside me...

I haven't decided the title of this yet, so it is possible that I'll do it 'till the end, or maybe I could leave that space empty...
I can't even think about the things I am going to write here... It is just how I feel.
My mind is having a period of darkness... darkness that doesn't let me think and see things clearly.
I feel a whirl, a whirl that moves everything inside me, things that I've supossed to be fisnished, vanished and I can clearly see that "they" are still there...
Now the big Q is how to take them out! How to solve this! I know the answer, but it is quite diffucult to face it.
Although I think I've found love, this are getting harder and harder to me...
I need an answer... I need an advice.
I need you...